What am i? crossdresser, , , biual, panual? damn help me 10 points?

so for about 5 years now a part of me has been attracted to girls..and as time goes on i more and more like the idea of being with a woman rather than a man. whenever i (sorry i know this is a weird question) i used to not be able to hit while thinking of me with a woman, but now i can and i love the idea of having a girl on me. I dress like a guy. i've got short hair, but a really feminine face. (like pixie look) but my dressing is uni i guess. i wear clothes that are more on the guys side, and i love when i get that cute girl to look at me. and i like showing off the way i dress, im proud of it. its different. ill date anyone i find attractive. ive had a crush on these two s for about a year now. i just ended a relationship i was having with a guy. i hate touching his . i hated anything that dealt with his guy parts lol. the kissing was nice..being close was nice. but i imagine me with the girl ive had a crush on and it just seems sooo much better. way sexier. everyone asks if im gay and i honestly have no idea. im 16, and these thoughts of girls being attractive started at age 11. ill be 17 in october, ive never had sex, nor do i want to. i really dont want a in me. the thiught of that actually pisses me off. ive only had one boyfriend and we did everything but sex. and the only part i liked was kissing. i dreaded when we went into his room to do 'other stuff' i couldnt wait for it to be over. what am i? sexuality? please someone give me a best guess. for 5 years now i cant tell. at all.