What am i? crossdresser, , , biual, panual? damn help me 10 points?

so for about 5 years now a part of me has been attracted to girls..and as time goes on i more and more like the idea of being with a woman rather than a man. whenever i (sorry i know this is a weird question) i used to not be able to hit while thinking of me with a woman, but now i can and i love the idea of having a girl on me. I dress like a guy. i've got short hair, but a really feminine face. (like pixie look) but my dressing is uni i guess. i wear clothes that are more on the guys side, and i love when i get that cute girl to look at me. and i like showing off the way i dress, im proud of it. its different. ill date anyone i find attractive. ive had a crush on these two s for about a year now. i just ended a relationship i was having with a guy. i hate touching his . i hated anything that dealt with his guy parts lol. the kissing was nice..being close was nice. but i imagine me with the girl ive had a crush on and it just seems sooo much better. way sexier. everyone asks if im gay and i honestly have no idea. im 16, and these thoughts of girls being attractive started at age 11. ill be 17 in october, ive never had sex, nor do i want to. i really dont want a in me. the thiught of that actually pisses me off. ive only had one boyfriend and we did everything but sex. and the only part i liked was kissing. i dreaded when we went into his room to do 'other stuff' i couldnt wait for it to be over. what am i? sexuality? please someone give me a best guess. for 5 years now i cant tell. at all.

Last night I dreamed?

I think the interpretation to all of this lies in your head. Our dreams are a combination of a bunch of our thoughts mixed together. You're the one who has to break down the dream to see why you dreamt this and what it means. Perhaps you feel like harm is being done to you but you're the good guy (just a guess). Good Luck.

What is the key to happiness and bliss?

If I knew the answer to that, I probably wouldn't be on Yahoo Answers at this very moment! Very good question BTW. Love the details/questions you put into it. Wish I knew the answer though!

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There's a kid on YouTube that makes funny videos and his name is Destery Moore. In one video, he makes fun of national treasure and Nicolas cage, saying the events in the movie have nothing to do with eachother. There's a shirt with the quote of what he said on it but I can't find it. Where can I buy it??

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if youre properly hydrated, then you are fine. let your body adapt, and you'll sweat a lot. you could also get a fan in the room

What is the deal with this?

You have to be honest with him and tell him that if he doesn't start giving you some time then you are going to leave. There are 2 ways to go about saying that, the nice approach or the straight to the point approach. I would go with the latter but I'm very honest and blunt about things.

What are the consequences of conflict?

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