I KNOW IT IS LONG BUT PLZ HELP & I'LL GIVE YOU 10 PTS & ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS YOU HAVE!!!!?

Ok, this guy sounds like a ,I mean if he's open to you about other girls he likes and can see you're upset he clearly doesn't care about you that much, if he is so willing to go for her, what's to say another girl won't come along and he'll dump you or cheat on you, it's not whether you should be forgiven, you should ask if you want to forgiive him? No girl deserves to be treated like some sort of back up, you deserve to be with a guy who puts you first and he sees no other girl to be prettier than you. Don't think about what he wants and go chasing him for forgivness, think higher of yourself, he doesn't seem to be worth your time.